As you can see...
whenever i'm schooling which i meant,
school starts, studying and moving in a fast pace all that...
i hardly blog.
The defination for me, blogging means interesting Things that happens to me.
Apperently.........NONE is HAPPENING right now.
=_=
Monday again, now its drama class...
Yet we are having e-learning for today's class.
Its contridicting ya know,
i like the idea of not attending school, yet!
the hassle to go online and have lessons there simply is......
AcK......troublesome.
i still owe u ppl especially HUIWEN -san!
a poem.......i promise to blog soon.
Cux the ideas wun flow yet.(you might wanna help and pull that clog!)
Some random stuffs yo~
I realised that it wasn't really easy to deal with human-beings.
In fact the way i'm speaking seems like i'm not human!
HA!
I AM I AM~!! 100% gurantee.(Ok, maybe a mixed of alien character??)
back to what i was saying.
There are really many ppl out there.
And many that u will meet.
And ppl who u'll not meet.
Its not easy crossing one another paths,
and knowing each other, its even harder.
Become friends, here i'm talikng about quality good and close frens.
Thats even harder.
Couple?, thats like one in a million.
Its all that luck and fate that plays the part ya' know.
But what i'm saying is,
its really wasn't easy to be friends with ppl.
Not easy not to be affected by ppl and even worst, to get along with ppl.
All of us have different character.
We blend in differently too.
Like me, i admit, i'm a very contridicting person.
I get worked up easily, when ppl tends to irritate me.
And i haven't got a good temper that is.
i wouldn't admit i'm a very easy to get along person.
BUT!
I'm trying not be a "bad" person either.
There might be some saying you just have to live yourself.
Those are ppl who have character AND i do admire their guts and character.
But for me, my life partly revolve on ppl whom i do care for.
Especially my frens. I care on what they think about me,
i care how ppl judge me, criticise me, in fact u can say i'm a
SU LA(coward) becux i listen to myself too little and to others, too much.
I know pleasing ppl at times can be tiring, and annoying.
REALLY! i ADMIT.!
But if by doing that can please everyone, and
makes things turn out nice, why not?
Eventually, it'll make me feel good too.
Its good to be self-less sometimes.
But for us as humans, it is definitely not easy.
Cux our basic instinct is to protect ourselves.
Sometimes, i wished when i asked ppl ard me,
they had good impression on me,
good comments, praises and touching lines.
but it usually happened that, they din't know what to say bout me.
Its shows i din't had a strong character that stands out.
i want to be more than normal. Someone whom ppl remembers,
whom they like and was glad to be friends with.
These are efforts.
A simple logic yet not many can acheived.
In friendships,
Efforts are the ones that build the wall strong.
In family,
Efforts are the ones that keep the bond strong.
In love,
Efforts are the one that keep love burning.
And in life,
Efforts are the ones that make you feel u acheived something.
In fact its in everything.
**And i believe.......
We're a story of ourselves and every chapter is a thrill.
