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Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 11:10 PM

Some are born with good features,
Some with good shape,
and no matter how much u gobble,
its still the same.
Yet some, beautiful inside.
And hey!
Inside isn't what u're thinking dirty ok!
Its the character i'm talking.

And me?
i'm happy to be grown with healthy body that is.
Features, average..
like any other people u will see outside,
and of course not any pretty.
Shape. at least i once had,
when i was REAL small,
i was skinny.
Character, maybe..a lil.

But along the way of growing up,
some things just won't remain the same.
my skin, its something i dare not face,
yet i'm saying.
i had horrible scars.
mabe not really to some.
but they are something that i have to remove.
with of course money.
i'm admitting it yet not facing it.

But at least i've gained something.
Thats WEIGHT!LOL
Thats something probably more difficult to handle.
HA!
And of course, hair thats every girls precious.
Mine, in fact, i had hair thats totally cool!
In africa!
Not in singapore..
The same wish over and over again for my bdays,
for new years,
christmas..etc.
Someone please, if you know i've been trying real hard here,
to get straight hair, even for 3 short mths,
would you mind to make my wish come true?
Make it straight FOREVER.
i also don't like to rebond it over and over.
Cux i know how fake it is.
I don't wanna be stagnant,
I just want to be better-looking,
like any other girls that only needed 30% hardwork to make it true,
and a double effort of theirs to make mine true.

"Pretty is what girls pursues,
Guy to drools,
yet to some, its just plainly confidence."

'I truely need to love myself .'


Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 10:56 PM

Another week gone just like that...
I failed Dec too..=(
Shall see what i should do...
Been thinking about my future alot recently...
I seriously lost my anchor in life...
Yeah i know, another emo entry...
Argh..
I need to rebond my hair..
And now i seriously considering what to do..
to rebond or not to..
Damn CURLY!
=(
Poof*


Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 11:45 PM

The mark of the start.
"Diet starts tomorrow"- Joyce's tee.
And its gonna happen for me TOMORROW!
Fruits and yong tau foo, at most 1 day 1 meal with rice!
NO MORE FRIED FOOD TILL I SLIMMED!
*unless balance it with excercise.
OMFG! i am SOOOOOoooOOOooo damn FAT!!


I failed my maths, by 0.8%,
and i decided not to go for re-test.
But no matter what, i'm feeling scared and a lil sad.
Anyway, its over...
i have to work damn damn hard for this term.
And i mean REAL hardwork.
=(
School officially scuks (starts) today!


DANCED happily today.
Last lesson next week..
Wed is the only day for GP2
i dunno to choose money over dance,
or dance over money...
a tough decision....
Night for now..
morrow's another tiring battle.


Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 1:58 AM

My everyday is like superman, batman, all super heros i can think of...
Cux it just zoomed away like tad..
2 more days Before sch starts..
*before sch sucks~*
And those stressful days are coming to haunt me..
I wished i wished, life is simple,
enjoyments, laughters and happiness.

And they say Money is the root of all problems,
and yet i think humans are the root of all problems.
Humans are the ones who invented money.
Which causes it to be the root of all problems,
Which is humans = the root square of all problems.
We are the ones to blame for all troubles, problems and sorrows.
What is the beauty of life?
I guess its being able to feel, touch, hear, see and enjoy happiness.
Happiness.............*its a high price to pay for.


Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 2:16 AM

Sex and the city!
Its all about romance, Romancing, and love.
Watched it and its a good movie.

Always wonder what can love bring u,
but ever wonder wad can u bring for love?..
Love, a powerful emotion
yet a weakness for all human.
One minute you're hoping it to happen,
the next minute you wished nothing happen.
Bitter-sweet,it is..
yet addictive.
More than just chocolates and fashion for ladies.
The world turn because you're in love.
The world ends without it.


Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 2:38 PM

Went shopping with Y.L today..
and i was supposed to buy ONLY the casual bag today,
which cost 15bucks.
And i bought extra stuffs which increased my expense to
$107!! inclusive of ajisen and macho frappe!!!
OMG...i just spent tad much..
and i bought clothings from mango!
not pear not apple! But mango!
YES! Mango sales~~
It make ladies go crazy,
makes demure ladies to siao "aunties"
all polites and all soft spoken vioces,
and all small actions, all gone, GONE!
I stepped in, i felt i was in a battle field,
not filled with soldiers but aunties just like in the wet market.
i bought 3 basic tees tad will reveal my fatty belly, wonder when i will wear them.
and one 2 way top, like it very much~~
can go for clubbing , can wear out, in 1 word pretty.
it seems nth when u see it, but wearing it, makes me feel great!!
and earrings! damn 1 of them spoil! i just bought it!!! and is my fav. somemore!!!
And! dark macho frappe is a must try! -from starbucks*
**p.s i danced today~ =)
My 'PRIZES'


3 tees


Glamourous top

$15 bag, exact same selling in fareast which cost $30 over.

Earrings, noticed 1 missing?

Dancing~


Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 5:07 AM

shall post the happy stuffs morrow..
hopefully with the pics..
had quite a day today...
exprience happy, sadness and a lil of anger today.

Happy = Cycling trip.
Sadness = Jaric's fall.
Anger = small matters.

I really need a place to vent and here it shall be.
If boon, vanessa or even yl was awake at this time,
i will tell them instead of typing it here.
As the percentage of it being read is 80%
But seriously, i need to talk.

It has been a few times,
even she knows it,(i believe we even talk about it)
i've never been flaring up since i dunno when...
SERIOUS!
never to anyone. (okok maybe jas.)
but today i dunno why.
I just feel that i've not been respected.
First, all that you said have been unpleasent to me.
Then again, i treat it as a joke.
But the attitude never change.
I kept quiet cux i dun wan trouble.
But again, my tolerence is being challenged.
I'm actually not as angry when i shouted at him.
Till he further INSULTED me.
Thats when i felt i've not been given the pride and respect i'm due to have.
Even i'm not pleasing to him or so.
Losing money is not what i'm angry about.
In fact, when he said the remaining money can pay for my food!
Itself is an insult to me and him!
I'm definitely not angry over losing money!
Is what he said and not knowing it.
Please, i have money now. Even if i'm poor,
i still have my means to earn it.
Even i lose my money,
i knew how to survive.
i NEED NOT other people's CHARITY!
especially when i don't even need it and definitely not from u!
And insulting me is what i cannot take it.
I'm rather disappointed with her.
She just kept quiet.
But its rather confusing too.
I dun wan her to scold him becux of me,
but at the same time i wished someone just speak up.
but none did.
It totally seems like my fault.
Throwing tantrums and tad, but,
no one knows.
I just guess i'm not a worthy friend to anyone yet.
I'm so convenient, when they need me, i'm there.
And when i need someone, i realise...
i'm still alone....
They will never know i'm not feeling good too.
To pretend nothing happen and smiling to safeguard the awkward-ness
And i lost all my pride...
i really admire yl alot.
Sometimes i just wished i'm her..
the 90% angel and 10% devil.
But i feel i'm 90% devil and 10% angel.
Maybe i'm even losing my 10%...
I can be anything in you people's eyes,
a clown, a bicycle mechanic, someone boostful,
someone stupid or whatever u all think.
but i still need my respect and my pride.
I just realise its not good at all to be me.
Never been good.
=(


Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 1:55 AM

My blog has been so dead lor!!!
but who cares, the lesser people reads the better...
cux i can comment criticise, and of cux, vent out wadever anger i had..
but today entry's is none above!


Kah hao POP liaox...
tads great..
went mahjong at his house today!
hehe...i won 20 over bucks i think..
saw brann there today and were rather surprised!
hees..he know how to mahjong also lor!
but the ultimate winner is me!
kah hao won too....
felt a lil ps cux the other 2 player wasn't someone who knew how to play well..
well..i won the last round with this...HAPPY...ever since last 2 mths i stop mahjong,
finally i won..
cux tad time i lost accumulative up to 200!
OMG!
And i believe that luck does goes around..
SO never assume u are lucky forever..
=)


Friday, June 6, 2008 @ 11:35 PM

I miss the way i played with ur wrinkled hands,
the way you crack the eggs for us,
pour the milo and tear the prata into smaller pieces,
the way you shout at mum when she beat us,
the way u shield us from canes..
the way you shakes your legs,
the broken chinese and fluent hokkien,
Its been 10years since you left us..
Grandpa....
I miss you...


Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 11:36 PM

Maybe its due to no sleep.
Maybe its due to serials i'm watching.
Maybe its fatigue.
I dunno anymore..
i'm feeling...lost,tired,scared, its complex..
i can't smile, nor laugh heartily..
just can't.
It must be exams, school, or even the dull life.
YES! it must be.....
it might be...
i dunno...
Suddenly, i feel that i must be different..
but how i dunno...
When will prince appear?...


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