I know whatever ppl have been saying bout me.
And seriously i need not explain about myself.
Ever realised i only treated you in tad way.
I can't helped it cux its been a long and tolerated anger.
And pls, i haven been telling tales about you..
Its wad i've felt, i said it out.
And if u were so bothered with wadever i've said,
why dun you clarify with them...
Instead of thinking i was talking behind your back.
Seriously they dun take sides. They know wads happenning,
And they did lecture me for wad i did too.
They are fair. I dun go around telling ppl.
Its they ask me.
get it striaght...
I'm not questioning about your actions nor am i criticising you actions.
Childish or mature so be it, the question had never revolved ard this topic.
Seriously wadever had caused this situation is becux of anger.
Its not only me. Stop dwelling on my side. And instead think about yourself.
Think of why you've gone wrong.
*I'm thinking too*
-sidetrack-
Another problem that occur.
Its my problem for not handling well.
I shouldn't put blames on others.
I should blame myself.
For not changing the storm that came.
I know not everyone is perfect.
I just dun care when i can't handle people i can't
I can't handle anger.
I can't handle myself.
Its me that i need to find.
I need to find my character.
Like catherine said, Build on it.
The search is on.
FIND KHOO FANG!
-side side track-
I admit, i confess,
i complained, i grumbled.
But these never really freed that anger.
I saw, i heard.
Things that were meant to be hidden from me.
They criticise, they laughed things all about me.
I cried, i wondered.
What did i do to deserves these.
Nothing came to answer my questions.
After some time,
He confessed to his wrongdoings.
but i already knew the truth.
I'm not angry nor am i depressed.
I smile, i forgive and i felt better.
How about the others?
I tried to dig the truth.
And nothing came out.
They are still hiding.
Maybe they forgot.
Though i din't get the answers,
I'm not angry.
Cux i now i know.
We are just ordinary humans.
We are afraid of truth, and we're afriad of telling the truth.
&
We just chose the easiest way out to release our anger,
dis-sactisfactory and irritations.
