OK...i really don't wanna go on my stupid rants anymore.
Cause i remember YL's words.
Tad is ultimatley its me thats more impt.
So why should i care about other ppl.
I should really think about myself more.
Self-cultivation is more impt, than bothering about wad others says.
Seriously i think i owe apologies to her. For wadever i've did to her.
No matter who started it or the purpose.
The thing is i did things that i shouldn't on my side.
No matter how many reasons and excuses i had.
Its still wrong.
So apologies is still needed.
And xueting was right.
Regardless who said sorry first doesn't matter.
Its the purpose of the apology.
I apologies becux i feel i did wrong afterall.
But doesn't meant i lost.
Its obvious that the other party was at wrong too.
But wadever it is, i dun have to expect anything in return nor apologies.
All i need to do is to forgive.
And stop being an angry person.
I really learned alot these days.
People who came up and talk to me after reading my post.
Xueting, Lifen, Liren and people whom supports me even they knew i'm at fault too.
They really knock senses out of me and taught me alot.
One doesn't have to have fancy words nor great ideals,
but having a great heart and personality is above all.
There are bound to be frictions between people.
Especially character bumps.
Afterall its how we handle it.
Well, afterall i'm not saint.
I still make mistakes afterall.
And i'm human enuff to feel affected and bothered.
Hurrays to me, i've walked out of the dark clouds.
*which i might never and keep blabbering and sulking on.*
ITS STILL A WORDY POST TODAY!
=p
