Its over.
My feelings for it seems like a river that just flow by the river bed.
It was like a student preparing to present himself or herself in front of the school.
Like the ugly daughter-in law waiting to see the mother-in law...
I guessed i was just afraid. Afraid of things that goes wrong.
I'm so sorry to my close frens...that i din't manage to talk to......
So sorry that i din't serve them well,
So sorry that i messed things up,
So sorry for not apologising and expressing my gratitude well.
I was sorry for crying for i dunno wad to do with those mixed emotions.
Despite all the SORRIES.
I was really happy.
Happy to receive the blessings of my family and frens.
Happy that they gave me a memorable birthday,
Happy that even there's no food, all they want is coming down and wish me a happy birthday.
And the best present i recieved, is happiness.
I felt the happiness from them and therefore i'm happy.
I may not have the best way to say it, nor do i have the best words to express it.
All i could say is.....
I have the best friends in the world!!!!!!!!!!!
&
A big THANK YOU!
Loves all of you.....
I'm glad its all over..
Guess that for one person to change, is by influence.
-Changing in process-
=)
