but nonetheless there's always something else to balance off.

the quiet and lonliness somehow feels peaceful to me..

i just finished my duty, and making way home alone..

while i see my campmate having parent driving them home does somhow made me felt envious...

thinking back, i have nv made request for my dad to drove me home, regardless if he's driving or riding.

maybe knowing even if i did tad, results is the same.

at a young age, i was taught to be independent, not to rely on others and parent too much.

however, i think i was way independent..there are times tad u feel tired, and u needed a rest on someone's shoulder...

this is one of the days i feel really tired and felt on relying on someone...and yet the first thing i tot of is relying on myself...

is independence good or an excuse of saying you have no one else except urself?